cause im the first on you're mind.

YOG :D

2010-08-04T10:14:00.000-07:00

When i reached home i realize that it's already late and I'm almost dead. Tomorrow suppose to go Senore but .. It's impossible because I'm selected to do catering for the YOG at Changi Airport, 8am from 5th-27th August. So probably it will be ending late at night. Most probably i would also spend my fasting month there. I guess good luck for those doing their exams. Last but not least, to whom it may concern .. life doesn't end now. Move on and forget the past. We did nothing wrong but don't depend on me too much. I don't want see you never eat because of such thing or sad over things that has already over. I'm always near. It has been a great, fun and exciting to be able to spent time with. Sorry for not being able to accompany for Senore. Cherish every moment of your life. I want see you grow up to be a strong person okay? :D

I remember like it was yesterday, the day I first saw your face.
I remember your smile so vividly, your beauty and your grace.
But little did I know. I could not comprehend,
that you would touch my life so much by becoming my best friend.
Your hand embraced with mine, the star lit sky did see
How, although my chest was pounding, I dropped down to one knee.
I didn't think my heart had room, for my love to grow
There's just no way to love you more, but how little did I know.
The memories remain, yet those days are now long past.
The time has gone so sweet and slow, but at the same time fast.
My love for you will never fade, even for decades.

:D

2010-07-20T06:45:00.001-07:00

Hello Earthlings ..

It's been long ever since i blog. Currently doing my term 3 at production kitchen. It has been 3 weeks pass and quite much have been learned. Left 2 more weeks and off i go to Charcoal restaurant at City Hall. I'm so tired. :D Anyways stay happy. Sorry for just a short post. I got a funny video below. Enjoy~

2010-04-12T13:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

i didn't get to post yesterday because was busy and i was out first in the morning around 7 because mum ask my whole family go to sultan mosque to celebrate our prophet Muhammad's birthday and as her birthday wish to go there to hear more about it. it was suppose to end at 3pm but we were tired as we sat for a long time so we went to zamzam which is just opposite the mosque around 1230pm. ordered too much i guess? after that went home and rest for awhile until 4 and we went out again to suntec city. brother treat us all. firstly we went to fish doctor around there it cause more than 100 bucks? it was fun even though it was ticklish at first. after that he treated us drink at starbucks. each order tallest cup of different flavors. Lastly we walk from suntec to bugis near the sultan mosque again to go to this so called cafe called wanna b'. the place is so cool that my family wishes yesterday was saturday so we could slack longer. the food was nice. made us feel at home. took pictures with family. also a cake for mum and dad's belated birthday. after that we went home by cab! i had a fun day yesterday with my family. i love you guys alot. (:

One year older.

2010-04-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

First of all i would like to wish daddy HAPPY BIRTHDAY, may all you wishes come true and hope you would be a lovely dad in our family. May god bless you. Currently busy with work since i got nothing to do at home. This week last week holiday. So fast .. Later mum got surprise for dad. Maybe go eat at Seoul Garden. For baby, i know you're in school. Just to let you know iloveyou okay? Whenever i'm far its actually very close in your heart. (: Study hard and i do believe you can do it. JY!

good friday

2010-04-02T12:45:00.000-07:00

so today i woke up late after 12. guess im tired. watch tv while eating and then went for work. it has been fine since i work there. nothing quite change except the workers changed abit but still no matter to me. so i went back at 11+ going 12am. tommorow im working again so i hope tommorow will be a better day for me.

Perseverance

2010-03-31T14:02:00.000-07:00

Eventhough Arsenal didn't win but at least they made it a draw after a tough fight with Barcelona. They deserve it especially for Fabregas who had made the equaliser.

Never Let You Go

2010-03-30T13:41:00.000-07:00

this song is for my precious love one. i know you always say i never show my love towards you. perhaps this video would. (:

One Time [:

2010-03-09T07:01:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

long time no blog. haha. now doing my 3 project. like siao. so hard. my brain gonna burst soon. btw i miss all my frens. i do hope to see them one day. and thats all i wanna say. here's a video for all my loved ones. [:

20th Anniversary! (:

2010-02-24T05:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY DEAREST GF!
(here's a poem for you)

Breeze skipping over water,
Water reflecting lights strung over the bridge,
Lights shining in your eyes.

The fresh, bold feeling of something new,
As winter melts into liquid spring,
And summer takes shape and ripens alongside love.

The petals from the flowering trees, snow for the summer,
Floating down around us as we kiss,
Once, twice, then forever.

You aren’t just my sunshine.

You're my sun.

Tired (:

2010-02-04T04:53:00.001-08:00

HELLO!

so this week been is very tiring with lectures and cooking. exams just next week. haha. so must understand the situation. been busy with projects and homeworks. but overall was fine. with wonderful friends. [: so far i've cook 8 dishes which is the vinegrette salad, ceasar salad and the other one not sure le. then for sauce we made a mother sauce which
is hollandaise sauce and got two more. today we cook consomme, roux and minestrone soup. haha. some of my result are shown below but some i did not took picture because no time mah. X) thats all bah.

& uoyssimi raed

One last.

2010-01-22T22:49:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

today is saturday and life's been fine for me. most likely i just came back from school got practical cook pilaf rice and rissotto. im happy that out of the 17 people, im one of the four who got the thing right. haha and chef thinks im improving each time. but i need work more on my cutting skills. so i've cook around 8 types of dish which has 2 types on each plate. haha. i feel so tired after this weekdays. no work for this week because no event. i guess i'll go study and prepare for my theory slowly. (: imiss my '09 friends. :/ but of course i miss my dearest gf too. [: we'll go out soon. i guess thats all. and there's the pic of the dish i've made so far in order. but still can improve alot more on it. hehs. toodles~

:D

2010-01-19T00:54:00.000-08:00

HOHO!

thanks gf for the post. it's really ok la. i don't mind. as long as you're happy, so am i. i just want you to enjoy your life while you can. i can't stop you either from doing anything. right? no matter what i won't be angry over these things. because im different maybe from others? but i do hope you would sincerely tell me if there's anything you want to do. im sure you get it. hehs. btw today cooked roasted potato with herbs and boiled potato with singapore stalk and some spice. haha. i need to work more and my turning potato. so hard. so i guess next lesson is pasta! yay. can't wait. actually got work in the afternoon at st regis hotel again but school ends late and im tired. and also tommorow is gonna be a long period of lectures. haha. so i dont want end up sleeping in the class. me want study hard!

p/s. iloveyou.

You are my love f.o.r.e.v.e.r

2010-01-18T16:18:00.000-08:00

Baby, I know what i said to you yesterday may hurt you. Im sorry alright. This is KARMA. When i check your hp, i saw the messages? It hurts :/ I cry and cry and.. smile because it was karma. I brought all this to myself. I deserve all the pain. Im very sorry that i make your heart break too. It didnt cross my mind that im gonna hurt you or make you shed tears for me. In the bus, when we were hearing to the music that you dedicate to me, you cry. WHY BABY WHY? From your eyes, I can really see how much you love me! ` even words cant explain. Maybe im plain stupid or dumb that I cant see your love for me. Now that you have prove me, you left me speechless.

Love , i wanna grow old with you. I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do. Would you mind if i owe you forever? *winkwink*

Love.

2010-01-17T21:24:00.000-08:00

AISHITERU!

on saturday i had my first cooking lesson. firstly it was mashed potato and lyonnaise potato. hehs. it may seems easy but to get a good appearance its quite hard. after that in the afternoon, went to work at st.regis hotel at orchard. quite tiring but worth the money. X) then on sunday went out with my family and gf to snow city. damn cold and i like the slide! then after that went to science centre to walk around. once we're done we went to yishun to get my younger brother's laptop for his birthday present. then after that sent gf home. today school has demo and tommorow i need to cook roasted potato and boiled potato. next week then start to cook spaghetti. wohoo! (: i went home early today because no class. later going out with gf. btw dearest, thanks for the post for me. i know what to do ok? iloveyou! [:

Sigh.

2010-01-17T19:01:00.000-08:00

HI BABY :D
i have no ideo why im stuck in your blog also so sorry if u think
im sucha kpo. (MUHAHA) So what happen ytd was ~~bullshit~~,
you better stop repeating the mistakes ah if not ..
you will be the death of me. Ha.

I just wanna tell you I really love you.

This is not azmi, this is his girlfriend.

First day at Shatec.

2010-01-11T06:22:00.000-08:00

YO PEOPLE!

first day of school was great because first thing, everywhere air-con then no lesson being taught except introduction on basic things and group mates are friendly and adapt quite well. then school ends early today because the chef is on good mood then nothing else to talk about. haha. the break was 1 hour. tommorow need clean kitchen. so there won't be any lesson also instead spending time cleaning it with my buddy. X) then later start our basic cooking first. haha. then i go trim my hair abit. wanted to send gf home but i think we misunderstood each other because we met at different places. so end up she went back by herself. sorry for not giving you proper information. :/ but everythings fine now. hehs. i guess thats my day for today. ohya not to forget for those who just took their o levels result, i hope u satisfied and have a brighter future ahead of you! jy! [: for gf, iloveyou...alot! hehs.

Orientation (:

2010-01-06T07:39:00.000-08:00

HOHO!

morning wake up as usual to send gf to school. the weather pretty descent never rain. haha like on monday. then after that me go buy nasi lemak at woodlands mart to have my breakfast to be prepared for the day. i set off from home at around 8 took te bus to admiralty then took mrt all the way to bukit batok and walk all the way to shatec institute. first moment i step my foot in there i was like a-okay. like strangers all over. there were two groups which is firstly the dcs and dpb, (diploma in culinary skills & diploma in pastry and baking) so we were led to the orientation room for briefing on basic rules. haha. got my timetable. so monday im starting school and 8 i think. then after that had a tour around the school to get familiar with it. then took my chef uniform with pants and shatec polo-t with aprons and some sort of hat. after that we had lunch. the food was quite nice. no lie. then need change to outdoor clothes and took the bus to yishun safra for our adventure. get along with others and create the bonding between us and know each other better. most of the activities is on ice-breaking. everything ended at 6pm then we had cheer and photo session. after everything is done we were dismissed. then off i went back took taxi because raining. (:

dearest gf,
i hope you enjoyed yesterday's outing. just to tell you i missyoutoo(:
p.s// iloveyou!

Im All About You.

2009-12-30T22:00:00.000-08:00

Hello (:

blog has been dead for so long because im lazy to update it. been busy with stuffs like working and help mum with her wedding for this saturday. haha. i don't have to feel shy about it. as long as she's happy with it im happy for her. goodluck ah mum. im always by ur side. [: so talking about life, it has been great lately. with gf being nice to me. work has been fine with entertaining people with the pay. but sadly its ending this week. morning, took younger brother's book at his school and tried to collect my bursary money from school but only next year. since i get shatec institute as my school for next year, i also need to go to the school with mum to pay the whole fees which i don't feel like telling. lol. after that i need to go work at 6pm. haha. lastly to gf have a safe trip and back home. you know i've always loved you. :D and hope to see you guys soon which i don't know when.(:

2009-11-06T03:30:00.000-08:00

HELLO! :D

it has been long since i blog. busy with bridging, i even got test on o level topic. my head want burst. sobsob. but nevermind its not that bad uh. after school slack with dearest then send her home. after that went to night safari got interview. i ask faiz to tagged along since he wanted job so badly. once we reach, fill some forms and both were interviewed and walaaa~ got the job [: our first day will be on sunday at 230 must reach. got brief and to give us shirt to change and need get a letter to go to clinic to take INJECTION! omg. X) but the good thing they start paying us on that day onwards. its like free money. i guess tmr going make my new bank card account. going with faiz tommorow, then need buy shoe that is black because i cant use my school shoe cause some parts are torn. i'll guess we will be tired on sunday as we work from 230pm to 1130pm. dearest baby don't miss me okay. must get use to it. ily :D later ill buy u something. to everyone, enjoy ur weekends and take care. toodles~

2009-10-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPS!

it has quite recently that i did not update my blog was because i was doing my n' level. haha now that everythings over, im relaxing and losing up my brain muscles. currently im waiting for my brother's friend to get me a job at night safari. at the same time im making effort on other jobs also. to dearest i promise you i'll get you the laptop you wanted okay? but must wait. mwahh. iloveyou. [: tommorow is my first outing with classmate for hari raya. i hope it isn't too late for it. haha. nevermind though. i don't know what to say anymore .. omg. oh ya not to forget, ibi sorry for the post during ur birthday the other day. hmm ..let me see.

happy 15th birthday to dearest gf. now that you have grown up a year more. don't be naughty and be childish. stay pretty ok? X) im sorry if i had been such a pain in the ass to you all this while. but every moment we spent together is a tattoo inside my heart. no matter what happens nor the distance between us, im always deep inside your heart. i hope you like my watch as your pressie. don't be sad anymore. my shoulders are always yours to lean, cry on. [: i duwan you sadsad anymore. thanks for spending time with me. i love it alot. you became my sunshine on that day. :D and last but not least good luck for your eoy. do me proud ok?

p.s i love you

For my cute one.

2009-10-01T23:14:00.000-07:00

IBI :D
i bet u must be very suprised to see this post, :P
hehe , ahh i love the song that u dedicate to me, so sweet uh u!
But when u angry/mad, everything became so sour. bleahs ;p
but you look cute when u are angry at me cos of my stupidness.
hohoho, dont leave me ok?
cos u know im the best?!! :D
LOL, i know u love it when i say dont leave me. hehe , iloveyou alot uh!

K uh bye.
basirah kpo ah want read my sweet little post for u. :P
*hugs & kisses for you!* ♥

2009-09-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

i just feel like posting something,so this is for you dearest :D
[stop the blog song to hear]

2009-09-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

to dearest syaff :DD

If you could see inside my soul

see inside my heart

you would know how I long for you

whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head

if thoughts were things to see

you would know how I cherish you

how much you mean to me

In all the ways you comfort me

the way you hold me near

the way you know just what to do

to chase away my fear

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes

your smile, laugh, your touch

are just a few of many reasons

I love you oh so much

Knowing I can talk to you

about any and everything

and knowing together we will get

through whatever life may bring

I could search the whole world over

and this I know is true

I would never find another love

like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, each sunrise

we can't know what's in store

there is one thing I know for sure

each day I love you more

So if you could see inside my head

if thoughts were things to see

you would know I blessed I feel

to have you here with me

2009-09-11T04:01:00.000-07:00

Hello!

it has been a long time since i posted. busy with n level. i just feel like posting about yesterday and today. went out with baby. we had alot of fun. there's so many things that we do. thanks for spending your time with me dearest. iloveyoutoo. after send baby home, my family and i went to overnight at changi airport. my sister going her attachment overseas for 3 months. there were so many friends of hers. but i understand. today morning she just went. :/ i'll miss her. i hope she enjoy there and take care of herself. then after that went to YCK to fetch my brother to ns. another loved brother. i just hope he would take of himself and when he comes home, ill be looking ahead for his arrival and my sister. now only left 3 of us in the family. sobsob. ok then goodbye. i want break my fast! :D

14 Monthsary.

2009-08-24T00:56:00.001-07:00

Happy 14th Monthsary dearest baby. :D
Forever I will love you ONLY you.

You and I are connected
in a way that goes beyond romance,
beyond friendship,
beyond what we've ever had before.
It has defied time, distance,
and changes in ourselves
and in our lives.
It has defied every explanation.
Except one:
Pure and simply, we're soul mates.

I can't explain, I just feel it.
It's there in the way my spirits lift
whenever we talk.
The sound of your voice brings me home,
in a way I can't explain.
It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh
at exactly the same things.
When I'm with you,
it's like a tiny piece of the universe
shifts into place.
A place it's supposed to be,
and all is right with the world.

These things and so many more,
have made me understand
that this is a once in a lifetime,
forever connection.
A connection that could only exist
between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship
is a rare gift.
One that brings us
extraordinary happiness
all through our lives.

u never know how much iloveyou .

2009-06-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

HOLA!
I went out with baby today plus omar/thea. Couples dating . I enjoyed every moment i spend with her.

I love her very much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
In 10 years ; will you marry me?

baby, iloveyou uhs. !

2009-06-13T00:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO :D (!)

Im azmi's girlf & im helping him to post luh cause his laptop sotsot. Idk whether he will bring his dearest laptop to th doctor anot. :O i change baby blogskin , baby loves domo uh. NICE ANOT? muahaha ^^ baby says that his name is Azmi Messi. perasan! hahaha. alaa, u know th lionel messi, barcelona football player :D he diedie want ppl call him azmi messi. :DD funnneeeeh. Anyway baby, i change your blogsong. Dont know hether u like it anot but u MUST like :P cos th song is sexy & nice okkk. :D heeeh.

Oh yah, people who view azmi MESSI blog..

TAG LEH! Ok? heeh, thanks :D

2009-06-04T04:06:00.000-07:00

HOHO! [:

this past few days i neh go school because im sick. not feeling well. idk why nowadays always sick. sobsob. baby also sick. hais i hope she get well soon. imissher. especially her cute voice. her voice now like rocker. haha. omg later she kill me. X) hmm today nothing much happen. eat medicine and rest. im bored sia at home. currently chatting with dearest. this sunday i got big event. haha im scared. beebee should know. [: my stomach hurts. haiya. i want it shooshoo! please go away. thats all i guess? sayonara. i love dearest baby. 20 more days ah. loves.

2009-05-28T21:12:00.000-07:00

HELLO![:

its been a long time since i update my blog. im kinda busy with school work, exams and rehersals for the parade. first thing first, HAPPY 11 MONTHS dearest. 1 more month and we reach 1 year. hmm recently got rehersals. tired because always end late. then got the lms thingy. need wake up early. hais. i think going school is way better. less stress. [: hais, just got to know mum is in the hospital and she was warded. im sad. :/ i hope she's fine. life at home been different without her. idk luh. imissher. maybe i should visit her nia later. sobsob. about my mid year .. hmm lets not talk about it because its quite bad. [: i'll update more soon if there's any. toodles. imissbaby eventhough im at her house. :/

2009-05-12T00:58:00.000-07:00

Hello boyf(♥)! I got a present for you. Nahhh :D
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Th face like you righttt? Cute kankan? HAHAH!

I just want to tell u, iloveyoualot you knowww.
I love how i can be a total dork around you and you still
make me feel absolutely amazing. Love ah love!
Xoxo.

2009-05-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

OOLALA!♥

today woke up at 10 then went to bath and get changed. met baby and went to vivo city. before we go, went to eat at the hawker centre. we both eat the same food. then went to the golden village and book 2 tix for x-men the origins wolverine. it was packed with people.i can SWEAR its the best movie so far i've ever watched. im sure dearest knows that. hmm then after that went to the zoo. we search for baby bestfriend, orang utan. haha. she veh cute. then when i was walking, u know what?! i talk to the air. i look behind, baby was at the back laughing at me. i was sad. she left me. :/ hehs. nehmind. then we continued walking until we reach the exit. but before we went out, we went to the gift shop and play with the soft toys. long time neh go there. zoo getting better. you guys must go visit it some day. [: then went to eat at kfc while teaching baby maths. then after that took taxi back home and send dearest home. thanks for making my day today. ily alot.

'Neath velvet cloth of night and shadows,
my heart confessed its thoughts to the wind.
I could feel your smile from a distance
with the touch of your closeness profound.

The sun reached behind a fading sky,
so the moon could take its proper place.
Day to darkness, brightened by the stars,
leaving upon the blue waters
a shimmering portrait of your face.

You, with all your savoring sweetness,
tenderly pierced the walls of my soul
as you wove a new tapestry with
the golden threads of your hope and love.

Yesterday you offered me courage,
today you endowed me with your strength.
Every moment together, a gift.
Every day a celebration of life.

How lovely the music of your heart.
You are the air I breathe, sound I hear
and the spirit that gently moves me.
I don't wish for the moon, I have the stars.

2009-04-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

OISHI!♥

long time neh post le. hmm basically today baby did not attend school today as she's not feeling that well. but nvm though. woke up abit later than usual and pack my stuff for practical exam later. then quickly rush to school. during p.e there was'nt any 2.4km run. instead we played captain's ball. i had fun! wee. then after that i kept quiet. imissbaby during school hours. hais. after school went back home awhile. take some stuff that i forget bring and waited for arujuddin and went to school together. when we reach we arrange our ingredients and we started. we ended almost 6. then teacher took pictures until 8pm! the school veh dark. haha. after that went home, bath and get changed and met baby. finally met her. imy. she gave me a hug. so i give her mine. [: we had our dinner and send her back home safe and sound. watever it is i still miss her lah. hais.

not to forget, baby ...
HAPPY 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! ily ok? [:

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole
There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof
So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you

2009-04-19T04:53:00.000-07:00

YO PEEP!

so long neh blog. hehs. busy luh. hmm yesterday had bbq at east coast. hoho baby should know. hmm then we take pics, play water and sands! hehs. then we slack until around 2 am? quite tiring uh. hmm baby ask overnight at her house with omar and thea. then we neh sleep. we talk talk and .. :D hmm then went to sleep. the next day woke up early wash up and had breakfast. hehs. then we take pics agains. around 4 like that we went back home because baby got tuition. thats all nia. imissbaby. :/

2009-04-12T03:40:00.001-07:00

HOLA!♥

today woke up early thought want accompany baby. then she neh go. haha. nehmind so on my laptop play games. hoho. veh bored. im missing playing floorball with teamates. then help clean house abit and then baby text ask her accompany. bath and changed meet her at woodlands swimming complex. take care of her younger brother and cousin. hehs. we just sit slack ... :P then she ask along back teach her cousin rini maths. then after awhile went back home. hehs. ilovedearest. imy. :/ tommorow NCDCC day. need go school early. hais. must wake up.

2009-04-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

ALOHA!♥

yesterday was mum birthday. bought for her nike shoe for jogging which cost 169 dollars. hehs. must repay her kindness. idk whats the price. she done alot to me leh. iloveher alot! muah. today woke up early because baby called and she cannot sleep. so accompany her otp. hmm then watch dvd spiderman 3. haha. then after that went to take a nap. veh tired! then in the afternoon went to cwp do something to my laptop. hehs. then went to ashnul house play dota. thats all bah for now. imissbaby! :/

HAPPY 43TH BIRTHDAY MUM!

2009-04-04T05:14:00.000-07:00

Olá! ♥

today woke up veh early. friends ask me out to pulau ubin. since i got nothing to do i followed them to peace my mind. hehs. then reach there rent bike and find some place. at first we were lost. then we went back and went to eat first nia. friends hungry mah. then after that we continued our destination. haha. the place veh far. we cycle all the way. guess what we didnt even sat there for 5 minutes and we went off because the place not nice, then got bees and mosquitos. we went back. hais i know its a waste of time. we took the ferry back and went to harbour front and took the shuttle bus to sentosa. went to palawan beach but again waste time going there so we went back to siloso beach. haha. sat there alone while the rest go swimswim. hehs. then a few minutes later got lightning alert so they went up. when they change suddenly the weather becomes sunny. haha. so bad sia. :/ then we went vivo. i bought a ripcurl shirt. hoho. shopping fun lor. then went back to cwp and bought a shoe! hmm then met baby since she's bored. went to watch movie. accompany her. i had a great day at least. they made my smile. hais. more entertainment, people. wee. dada!

2009-04-02T06:37:00.000-07:00

HOLA!♥

today was not much any different then yesterday. was boring. first period already i was not feel good. no mood. i rested and went to sleep. almost whole day. recess just drink water. hais. no apetite either. i dont know whats life for me now. who cares right? hmm then after school got sst. mr ong took the whole chemistry and physics time slot. thats the only time i paid attention. no choice mah. n level coming. must study bah. after sst got floorball. actually i was not suppose to attend because im not feeling well and my hand got blister for playing too long since the pass three days. so tired nia. :/ but i still go because friends ask go because got friendly against other houses. played with all the houses and guess what we own all of them and i scored the most! yay. eventhough friends were happy for me and cheering. im still moodless actually. my mind not peace. :/ thats all nia. goodnite people.

2009-04-01T05:43:00.000-07:00

HOHO!♥

today i was very very quiet in school. i dont know. i think my head going burst. then summore i no mood nia. i lay down my head whole day. hais. during fnn lesson in the lab teacher ask whether im ok. she knows, i dont know how. perhaps i never reacted this way? :/ then maths lesson i put my head and went to sleep. mr ang veh nice he let me rest. then during sst he ask whether im ok. then he ask la whether i had any fights with my gf and break up. then i say no luh. [: i did'nt eat. no apetite bah. only abit perhaps? aft sst went home awhile and get change went for floorball practice. we won blue house. hais. im still not happy about it. no big deal anyway. its just a game. urghh. thats all. BABY thanks for trying to cheer me up. and my FRIENDS who is concern also. thanks all. lovesloves. :'(

2009-03-31T04:36:00.000-07:00

KONICHIWA ! ♥

hello people. i don't wish to talk about today. because it was a total calamity. i did'nt get to study and have a peace in mind. always the same question keep linguring. why must people fight for me. it happen again. thats why i hate to fall in love. where people get hurt. hais. im useless. don't blame her. blame me ok? happy. perhaps im not a good bf/friend. this is my first time posting a bad post. never in my life. hais. i dont think i would be fine. maybe u guys will see me not normal from tommorow onward. i just stop here. bye.

p/s ily.

2009-03-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

AHN NYEONG HA SE YO! ♥

today was such a boring day. hehs. at home do nothing except eat and online. hoho! later me fat. no luh wont im on diet! i know im like lazy but nehmind. hmm accompany dearest while she is at her religious class at 830. then throughout the day watch movies at home like got movie marathon. haha. im bored luh. hais. hmm thats about it i guess. btw tommorow need go school. sobsob.

2009-03-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

YOYO!♥

today was suppose to have goh training but accidently woke up late nia. but nehmind. i went online play facebook. then text dearest. then she veh happy i never go. idk why. :P then we went out early. fetch her and went to the cathay watch 12 rounds .. since her husband is there. pfft. haha. then after that we dont know go where until raffles place then came back doughby gaut just to go to harbour front. went there watch another movie the confession of a shopperholic? :P the show veh nice and romantic. hehs. but the manequin lame can talk and move. hehs. :D then after that we went to eat. i gave my food to baby. nice? :D hmm then took taxi back because she tired nia. thanks for making my day. baby is cute today. i hope she dont sees this. weee. :D

2009-03-24T02:37:00.000-07:00

WASSUP PEOPLE!

today was a nice day bah. firstly i did'nt sleep in any period i have eventhough the periods were boring. i paid full attention to it! yay! then i do all the work teacher give and my friend say me so hardworking do the work. weee. then also recess nowadays i seldom eat nia. im trying to be on diet. duwan become fat. :D make jokes in class and talk to man whole day about ing chan. X) BEWARE! hehs. then not to forget today as in 240309 is our 9 months with baby! i made her a card on the spot in class fully decorated. ask her. [: HAPPY 9TH ANNIVERSARY! ilyalot! muahsmuahs!

♥

2009-03-23T03:29:00.000-07:00

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

1) Dzul.
2) Haziq.
3) Omar.
4) Syaf.
5) Fattah.
6) Liyana.
7) Julia.
8) Shafa.
9) Jasma.
10) Atikah.
11) DIY.
12) Jasshima.
13) Fee.
14) Dee.
15) Syafiqah.
16) Maisara.
17) Syaff ♥
18) Mahirah.
19) Faiz.
20) Basirah.
21) Khairi.

How did you meet 7? (Julia)
- OBS .
What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (Syafiqah)
- Nothing much i can do?
What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Dzul/Basirah)
- Claps?
Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Syaff)
- Yup, i do. :/
Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Syaf/Maisara)
- Depends on them.
Do you think 11 is attractive? (DIY)
- Different people got different opinion.
What’s 2’s favorite color? (Haziq)
- Black?
When was the last time you talked to 9? (Jasma)
- Long time ago.
What language does 8 speak? (Shafa)
- Malay/English.
Who is 13 going out with? (Fee)
- I don’t know.
What grade is 16 in? (Maisara)
- Secondary.
Would you ever date 17? (Syaff)
- Yes of course!
Where does 18 live? (Mahirah)
- Ask her lor.
What is the best thing about 4? (Syaf)
- She’s friendly.
What would you like to tell 10 right now? (Atikah)
- Hello friend
What is the best thing about 20? (Basirah)
- Funny?
Have you ever kissed 2? (Haziq)
- Nope, not a gay.
What’s the best memory you have of 5? (Fattah)
- During OBS when we reach the top during obstacle challenge.
When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? (Syaf)
- Tomorrow in school.
How is 7 different from 6? (Julia/Liyana)
- Julia is a Chinese. Liyana is a Malay.
Is 2 pretty? (Haziq)
- Duhh, his not.
What was your first impression of 15? (Syafiqah)
- Nice.
How did you meet 3? (Omar)
- Since sec 1?
Is 15 your best friend?(Syafiqah)
- My senior.
Do you hate 12? (Jasshima)
- Nope. She’s just like my own sister.
Have you seen 18 in the last month? (Mahirah)
- Yea in school.
When was the last time you saw 16? (Maisara)
- Canteen.
Have you been to 5’s house? (Fattah)
- Nope.
When’s the next time you’ll see 10? (Atikah)
- I’m not sure.
Are you close to 11? (DIY)
- Not really.
Have you been to the movies with 4? (Syaf)
- Nope.
Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (Shafa)
- Never.
Would you give 19 a hug? (Faiz)
- Yes!
When have you lied to 3? (Omar)
Never.
Is 11 good at socializing? (DIY)
- Maybe.
Do you know a secret about 8? (Shafa)
- She got panau on her face.
Describe the relationship between 12 and 18? (Jasshima/Mahirah)
- Strangers?
What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9? (Jasma)
- Her enthusiasticness.
What’s the worst thing about 6? (Liyana)
- Shh ..
Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Jasshima)
- Never.
How long have you known 2? (Haziq)
- Since primary 3?
Does 11 have a bf/gf? (DIY)
- I don’t think so.
Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (Dzul)
- Yea i will.
Has 21 met your mother? (Khairi)
- Maybe.
How did you meet 11? (DIY)
- Somehow?
Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (Omar)
- Nope?
Do you live close to 7? (Julia)
- Nah i don’t think so.
What is 8’s favorite food? (Shafa)
- I also don’t know, go ask her.
What kind of car does 1 have? (Dzul)
- He can't even ride a bike. -.-
Have you travelled anywhere with 9? (Jasma)
- Definitely no.
If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on? (Dee)
- Perhaps, sweets?

2009-03-22T04:31:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPS! ♥

yesterday went to ms huda's house. after that went to baby's house and bought her famous amos from jurong point. hehs. then i accidently fall asleep. then baby lor duwan wake me up. ended up in her house sleeping. i woke up saw baby. X) idk what she do to my hair. lol. she ask me overnight her house. told mum and she let. dont think negative, we dont do such things. :D early in the morning went buy breakfast with baby then in the afternoon accompany dearest to banquet she wants to eat yong tau foo. hehs. aft that went home help her do something. today she's like my wife! idk why. somehow we do alot of things together. iloveheralot! wee. muah. imiss her too! get well soon dearest! lovesloves.

IWANTMARRYBABY! :P
don't jealous [:

2009-03-20T23:03:00.000-07:00

yesterday woke up early me sick le. then went to nearest
polyclinic at marsiling. it took 4hrs to be done. hais slow. then
i straight away wen t to fetch baby! we went to watch movie.
i cant remember what it was. haha. X) then after that went to
eat burger king! yay. after that went to walk walk. haha. baby
cute lor. ilheralot. muah. and send her back and stayed her house
until 830pm. after that me went home.

IMISSBABY!

2009-03-18T05:54:00.001-07:00

yo aliens! today woke up at 9+. didnt go to remedial as i

not sure the timing. so nvm. then met baby at 11+ like that

under her block. went to marina barrage. first time bah. hehs.

but the place nice! windy! if were to bring friends more fun.

slack there awhile then at around 2am went to doughby gaut

eat pastamania. treat baby. nice right? :P then after that went

to the cathay! watch the streetfighter (idk what chun li) X) lol.

nehmind not important. the show quite nice bah but too concentrate

on baby! haha. cool! after the show sent baby home and tadaa

im home! tommorow got GOH training. hais. tiring siol. :/ btw baby

ahs, thanks for making my day today. iloveyou alot! :D.

Beebee, ILOVEYOU! ♥

2009-03-17T02:41:00.000-07:00

Weee. Hello aliens ♥
Im syaff , azmi's girlfriend . Azmi is busy cause he went out with his family . Haiya. Imisshim :/ sssh. Dont tell him. Hohoh . (he ask me to blog for him,k.)
Azmi had his social etiquette just now & hell yeah, my boyf looks soooo th handsome lorrrh . Until he get alot of compliments from girls, boys, aliens, monsters saying that he's hot & erm, someone say he look like taufik batisah? Tak dapat uh. Mwahaha . Oh yah, he ask me to blog abt how much he love me. So.. err, what should i say? Ok, erm. I ♥ SYAFF ALOTALOT , imisshertoo ):

Hah, ok bye!
baby, i hope ure ok with th blogskins etc horr.
I tried my best alr eventhough my comp hang for god knows how many times. LOL.

Love yaaa.

2009-03-11T03:36:00.000-07:00

today i woke up quite early. walk like a zombie! :D
then fetch baby from her house. then went school.
school today quite boring with all the teachers. hais
what to do. nehmind. tommorow meet parent session,
perhaps mum not going :/ hmm aft school got meeting
and going to sec 1 camp :D but the next day got syf goh
training. sure tiring but nehmind. hmm then sst was mr
ang's maths class. cool lor! i veh good. :X then aftr sst
sent baby home.

ily, xoxo. :D

2009-03-10T06:43:00.001-07:00

the only thing i want post is that,

ILOVEMYDEARESTBABYSYAFF!
xoxo :DD

2009-03-08T04:50:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a tiring day. firstly woke up veh early
at 5 to get ready for GOH training at hta. then had
breakfast first then head to school to take the bus to
there. it was tiring and tough but its ok though. it took
4hrs of training, then it ended. i went home straight then
rest five to ten minutes then bath and get changed. meet
dearest baby because we had a date. we went orchard.
bought her famous amos. hehs. then went to eat at kfc.
after that we watch movie. i had alot of fun yesterday.

today stayed at home whole day. im bored. baby went to
birthday party. hais. lonely. :/ imissher. i alone at home.
so bored. got no mood to do my coursework. never eat
also. iloveher okay. she wants marry me and i want marry
her if can. :D i hope she dun sees this. :X i hope she went
home safetly. (: ily.

2009-03-05T02:31:00.000-08:00

the only thing i remember when in lesson is during
english lesson. after recess do update our file and also
do filing. then teacher keep nagging because friends
were noisy. then last period played a debating game.
haha. guess what my side won! yay. i give final debate!
cool but i play for fun de. boring mah. :D then aft school
got sst. neh study as usual but were eating. shhh! hmm
also send song. baby went for ict course. wait for her after
school and send her back home. (:

IMYT dearest ..

2009-03-03T03:24:00.000-08:00

hmm how do i start off. first was english teacher was
very naggy but in the end she pull it off. cool especially
when she tell he life story. then recess didnt eat no
appetite. idk why. lols. hmm then after fnn maths lesson
so tired went to sleep. then ss. copy then rest. lol. i know
im lazy bum. then geog lesson got back test. im not
suprise i failed. expected. :D nehmind. aft school got sst.
smuggle food then meet baby. disturb her. :P then after
sst send baby home and went back. (: thats all! toodles ..

ily baby. xoxo!

2009-03-02T01:35:00.001-08:00

school getting hotter. first thing fnn test nvr study.
lol. nehmind. but all my common test so far all pass!
wee u wee! hmm then in class so tired. assembly is
veh boring hais. aft school follow baby to mcdonalds
buy her fries and print picture. (: send baby back and
went back home. simple kan? :D btw imissbaby! hais.
(:

2009-03-01T03:37:00.000-08:00

slept at 3am plus. then woke up at 830am. idk why.
hais. tired uh. busy doing the fnn coursework and study
the test. im stress. just finish common test got class test.
:/ hmm nvm. then afternoon follow baby to library do her
project. then met benjamin with idk who .. lol. help baby
do her hw and then we went off to cwp eat at banquet. we
share chicken rice! nice right? then after that treat dear
watch movie i forget the tittle. it was very ... baby should
know. u guys cannot see. lol. (X but i enjoyed with baby
today. :D ily alot. send baby home and off i go. (: tomorrow
school. ): hais. boring.

2009-02-28T07:10:00.000-08:00

woke up early. i dont know why. watch power ranger
operation overdrive. first time watch. haha. but next
week episode i wanna watch! hmm then bath get change
meet baby at her house. fetch her and went to doughby
gaut to watch movie. we watch the marly and me. veh
nice right? :P but in the end the dog die. sadsad. hais.
then after that went to pastamania eat. we bought
everything the same. cool ah? then after that took mrt
to yishun. we watch another movie! yay. the kungfu
chef. before we watch it we go play game at funland. haha.
we childish but who cares. baby win me 2 times racing car
but i won her basketball. bleah. haha. nice lor! hmm but
the most nice is when ... lol. shh. i know. :P then after that
took taxi send baby!

btw thanks for the pressie. i love it alot. i melts over it.
i also want to thank you for making my day today. don't
worry i won't leave you okay? ily baby! aisheteru! xoxo.
:D

2009-02-27T03:18:00.000-08:00

today was simply good i can say? haha. first in the morning
got pe. we play rugby. u guys neh see how i play. :P i was the
'player' of the week. i neh say. they all say. infact last week also.
but idc also. what matters i have fun with friends. people
nowadays friendly. they smile at me :D see i no sombong! (:
then neh sleep in class. woot! then after school went home alone.
baby got something do. (: hmm then went cca. not so tiring. must
prepare be tired, start next week got GOH training. yay gun drill
and no.1 ! coolioo. can't wait. but the bad news is i got 20+
session. hais. :/nehmind. last parade. currently just reach home.
going bath and going out slack, maybe. :D im bored la. :( watever
it is ilovebaby. xoxo.

p/s. how could you do this? im shocked.

2009-02-25T03:05:00.000-08:00

yoyo! haha. hmm today was cold! but morning was
burning hot. then suddenly rain. hais. final test ended!
yay. so happy. no need crack brain. hmm then after
school went home alone? walk in rain but dzul accompany
me. thanks. (: then met classmate. went to mcdonalds
slack because raining heavily and we are like soaking wet?
X) treat them. im nice right? hoho! hmm after that went
back home run in the rain again. now i got headache. help
me please. im sick! :( baby rebonding her hair. im sure she
will look pretty. GOOD bah. (: going slack with man now.
so i end here! (:

2009-02-24T02:10:00.000-08:00

i got nothing much to say about today because it
went fine (: before i say something, hmm basirah
relax ok. just ignore the person. syaff needs you
don't worry. be strong. :D

I WANT WISH BABY HAPPY 8 MONTHS!
you are everything in my life, see the joy you bring
and ain't no one i compare you to
and i know you will never walk away from me no matter what
thats why i plan to do the same thing for you
and i want you to know
i don't care what they say, im gonna be with you
xoxo(:

2009-02-23T02:09:00.000-08:00

today was fine. hmm maths paper
quite hard and my geog paper i neh
study for it. confirm fail. like never do
also same. haha. after that met baby,
send her home. thats all. i make it big
to fill the space. haha im crazy. ily .. :/

no one knows how im into you
cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in my shoes
and no one knows the things we've been through
can never measure up to half of what i put you through
that's why we'll break through

2009-02-21T07:10:00.000-08:00

woke up at 9 then reply baby message. then went
back sleep because baby sleepy. then i also went
to sleep and woke up at 11. then she text me.
then went bath. hoho. after that dearest want go
out want me teach her maths. so change and went to
fetch her. we went to esplanade. veh cold because its
windy and drizzling. after that went to marina parade
treat baby to pizza hut. (: then took bus back to woodlands.
make her sleep on me. hmm then we went to watch
movie at 7. we watch the 'look for a star'. its a love chinese
movie. touching and saddening. haha. dear knows what
happens when we watch. (': baby was cold. so i went out
of the cinema and went to buy a jacket for her cost 100
bucks. its for her bah. btw today baby veh cute. hehs. i love
her alot. xoxo. but i miss her too. not to forget jasma is
nice, she say my gf cute! (: yay! goodnight! sweetdreams
everyone!

NOT TO FORGET OUR NCDCC UNIT GET GOLD AWARD!

2009-02-19T02:05:00.000-08:00

good thing about school today is that i did not
sleep in class. haha. then got back my physics class
test. quite happy but not satisfied. paper 1 and paper
2 was 17/20 & 18/20. then recess eat as usual. then
met baby. accompany her until recess over. maths
lesson did'nt quite pay attention because was being
distracted by the noise but nehmind. after that got
mt. haha. teacher angry because class noisy but in
the end she was okay la. hmm then after school got
mt remedial. copy and do her assignments. then after
that i drama! wee. teacher say i veh good boy. yay.
then friend say every teacher like me. wheregot? :X
then teacher gave back our papers. i only got 22/35.
hais. nehmind :/ then teacher talk about 'sex rambang'
lol. then got her story lah. thats all. send baby and
went home straight! :D

2009-02-18T02:22:00.000-08:00

school been fine. fnn at comp lab do research for our
coursework. its still a long way to go. haha. nehmind.
hmm recess i eat alot sia. later i fat how? i want diet!
hoho. hmm then maths lesson slept but when woke up
i see the sums know already how to do eventhough its
the first time attempting it. im so proud. wee. then
chem lesson both my test got 24/25 , 22/25. it may
look good but trust me im not satisfied. :D then after
school got mt paper 2. it was quite easy. if only this
would be our n level. then send baby. she sweet give
me her pic. ily alot!

2009-02-16T00:46:00.001-08:00

woke up at 5am wash up. get changed and keep
my tie. lol. took a cab to baby's house and fetch
her. as school starts it was cool at first. especially
during fnn class. wah i did not believe that i had
improve the most. then i was like blur but still not
satisfied with the marks. hais. nehmind dont give
up. then physics got test. no comments. haha. then
after that is our first common test paper! english
paper is quite easy actually. hoho. :DD i hope i do
well. goodluck people for the rest of the paper!

2009-02-15T00:42:00.000-08:00

today i woke up late because yesterday tired got the
kenduri thingy. hoho. i enjoyed bah eventhough did
not celebrate my birthday. today stayed at home
until 3pm, baby ask me out with her gfs. went to thea
house and watch ghost story, idk the name. hmm then
watch wild child. quite nice. lol. i know the show long
already. took pics and aft that went cwp banquet to eat.
bought the same food and drinks. after that send baby
back home. (: eventhough its such a short day but it
seems like its veh long. :D

2009-02-14T06:57:00.000-08:00

today was one memorable day. firstly have kenduri.
then woke up wash up went to cwp. bought for ahdear
this nice thingy whick cost $124. i hope u like. :D then
baby came with omar and thea. at first they like scared.
but then they enjoyed right? cut my cake! then baby
sabo me! bad her but in the end she so sweet help me
clean off. imher lah. today was veh nice. mum loves her.
so does my family (: haha. i hope you don't think of going
far from me. it breaks me apart. :/ btw thanks for the
people who wished me, spammed me. hoho. appreciated
alot! happy valentine day people!

2009-02-13T03:04:00.000-08:00

hello people. schools was better than before. teachers
so nice to me. hoho. then pe friend all aim me when
playing rugby. haha its ok i understand. :DD then
recess sit with baby. she so cute alright! (don't
kembang!) hmm then after school went to bk at
yishun eat. then send dear back home. imy la
baby. (: everything's gonna be fine alright! wee. btw
thanks for all the people who had given me the pressie
and for those who had wished me in advanced. i
really appreciate it. :DD tommorow birthday! yay!
dada.

2009-02-12T06:36:00.000-08:00

first i want wish my friend, arujuddin a happy 17th
birthday! may all your wish come true. don't be
childish anymore can? :P hmm school fun! im a drama
prince in class. woot. i don't want act. lol. shy? ps leh.
hmm then mt was funny. debate session like rioting.
i can act summore! relax its just a game. aft school got
remedial. before that disturb baby and basirah. lol. :P
then the chemistry song veh nice! i want! physics quite
fun. buzzer! hehe. then after finish send baby back home
and wash up get change and go out awhile. shh .. i finding
something for .. hoho. secret! hmm then went pool with
faiz,khai,luqman,din,ashnul and two of din's friends. haha.
(: tommorow sure i kena but its ok. im prepare! :DD
goodnite people. imissmybaby:/

2009-02-11T04:17:00.000-08:00

hello! hmm todat school got nothing much to say
about. im guai as usual. :P hmm then i got disturb
people! wee. then fnn need do coursework. so hard.
someone please help me! nothing after that except
i remember my friend plan do what on my birthday.
lol. OMGosh .. nehmind. (: aft school have sst. that
dzul so noisy. teacher also say. haha. hmm it was fun
though. aft that send baby back home! slack awhile.
but imh bah. :/ hais. what to do..

2009-02-10T06:19:00.000-08:00

first thing first. i ate in class! yay! shhh ...
its a secret :D hmm today i don't know why
im so guai and nice. hmm class quite good
today because i entertain everyone! wee. hmm
then after recess got geog. i got sweets from ms
wahidah! hoho. i also don't know why she give.
then after school got sst. we disturb ms guaring!
she let me eat my chupppppaaaccchhhuup! bleah.
want? cannot share! :P then aft sst wait for baby.
imh sia. hais. baby, relax okay! everything gonna
be fine. im always there for you!

2009-02-09T02:43:00.000-08:00

i just made this blog. so this is my first post. :D
hmm .. today school was okay but i almost fall
asleep when teacher is lecturing. haha. hmm
nothing really happen today(: the only thing i
remember is i took mt oral just now. it was scary!
lol. after that send baby back home. imy! ineeyou!
:/